W CEPHEI

I just realized

I have never truly felt spring, or experienced it correctly. I have been indoors every single year doing school. But now, my first correct experience with it is incredible and without words. But it that warm fuzzy feeling encompasses it pretty well. The wind and the sun are in tune, and I can't get enough. Just lying on the sides of hills watching the sky, day and night as much as possible.

I'm having the time of my life here in the spring of 2008. And I'm assuming it's this great every year. So I lot to look forward to.


I'm learning a whole new appreciation of the seasons. Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter. All SO different. Summer however is my least favorite. I hate intense heat, who cares how sunny it is.
But I would marry Spring and Fall. And winter is fun. The cold wakes you up and makes you alert. It's highly enjoyable. Summer just makes me drag? Drag.



Listen to Mason Williams.

Goals for life

See northern lights
See a tornado
Feel earthquake
more to come...

http://say.expressivo.com/aAaeUEA3

The Art of Not Being Offended

There is an ancient and well-kept secret to happiness which the Great Ones have known for centuries. They rarely talk about it, but they use it all the time, and it is fundamental to good mental health. This secret is called The Fine Art of Not Being Offended. In order to truly be a master of this art, one must be able to see that every statement, action and reaction of another human being is the sum result of their total life experience to date. In other words, the majority of people in our world say and do what they do from their own set of fears, conclusions, defenses and attempts to survive. Most of it, even when aimed directly at us, has nothing to do with us. Usually, it has more to do with all the other times, and in particular the first few times, that this person experienced a similar situation, usually when they were young.

Yes, this is psychodynamic. But let’s face it, we live in a world where psychodynamics are what make the world go around. An individual who wishes to live successfully in the world as a spiritual person really needs to understand that psychology is as spiritual as prayer. In fact, the word psychology literally means the study of the soul.

All of that said, almost nothing is personal. Even with our closest loved ones, our beloved partners, our children and our friends. We are all swimming in the projections and filters of each other’s life experiences and often we are just the stand-ins, the chess pieces of life to which our loved ones have their own built-in reactions. This is not to dehumanize life or take away the intimacy from our relationships, but mainly for us to know that almost every time we get offended, we are actually just in a misunderstanding. A true embodiment of this idea actually allows for more intimacy and less suffering throughout all of our relationships. When we know that we are just the one who happens to be standing in the right place at the right psychodynamic time for someone to say or do what they are doing—we don’t have to take life personally. If it weren’t us, it would likely be someone else.

This frees us to be a little more detached from the reactions of people around us. How often do we react to a statement of another by being offended rather than seeing that the other might actually be hurting? In fact, every time we get offended, it is actually an opportunity to extend kindness to one who may be suffering—even if they themselves do not appear that way on the surface. All anger, all acting out, all harshness, all criticism, is in truth a form of suffering. When we provide no Velcro for it to stick, something changes in the world. We do not even have to say a thing. In fact, it is usually better not to say a thing. People who are suffering on the inside, but not showing it on the outside, are usually not keen on someone pointing out to them that they are suffering. We do not have to be our loved one’s therapist. We need only understand the situation and move on. In the least, we ourselves experience less suffering and at best, we have a chance to make the world a better place.

This is also not to be confused with allowing ourselves to be hurt, neglected or taken advantage of. True compassion does not allow harm to ourselves either. But when we know that nothing is personal, a magical thing happens. Many of the seeming abusers of the world start to leave our lives. Once we are conscious, so-called abuse can only happen if we believe what the other is saying. When we know nothing is personal, we also do not end up feeling abused. We can say, “Thank you for sharing,” and move on. We are not hooked by what another does or says, since we know it is not about us. When we know that our inherent worth is not determined by what another says, does or believes, we can take the world a little less seriously. And if necessary, we can just walk away without creating more misery for ourselves or having to convince the other person that we are good and worthy people.

The great challenge of our world is to live a life of contentment, regardless of what other people do, say, think or believe. The fine art of not being offended is one of the many skills for being a practical mystic. Though it may take a lifetime of practice, it is truly one of the best kept secrets for living a happy life.

KARAJAN

He's been inside of a cloud. I'd listen.

"Do something every day, regardless. Nothing will happen unless you first initiate a process of cause and effect. This starts with an action. Reawaken the possibility of possibility. Reawaken it with play." DAVID HORVITZ

www.davidhorvitz.com

And i don't know how to pray anymore
and in love i don't know how to hope anymore
and for that love i don't know how to wait anymore

Here she comes
Heads turn around
Here she comes
To take her crown

Is there a time to run for cover
A time for kiss and tell
Is there a time for different colours
Different names you find it hard to spell

U2 - Wake Up Dead Man & Walk On (live in Boston)

Two of my favorite U2 songs blended right together. Love it!

Schrei nach Liebe - Scala & Kolacny Brothers

http://www.breathingearth.net/

I feel right about like this:

Sasquatch Attack

Bigfoot, also known as Sasquatch, is an alleged ape-like creature said to inhabit remote forests, mainly in the Pacific northwest region of the United States and the Canadian province of British Columbia. In northern Wisconsin, Lakota Indians know the creature by the name Chiye-tanka, a Lakota name for "Big Elder Brother."[1] Bigfoot is sometimes described as a large, hairy bipedal hominoid, and some believe that this animal, or its close relatives, may be found around the world under different regional names, such as the Yeti of Tibet and Nepal, the Yeren of mainland China, and the Yowie of Australia.

The following Bigfoot video is very graphic in nature:

Ageless Everytime

Some people aren't digging the new Colour Revolt album: Plunder, Beg, and Curse.
I thoroughly enjoy it.

And with things like this happening live, what's not to love about this band:

こまつ

京都市内四条川原町交差点でのライブ

I stood on the line in the sky

Last night I took a bike ride out to a field near my house. When I got there is stood in the middle of the field and stared north. To my left was the setting sun, and to my right was darkness of the oncoming night. It was one of the most beautiful things that I have ever witnessed.

What the hell? Pray tell.

hahah. Clever, yes? Yes.

.What day is it today? Feels like a Monday. Stiff with a regrettable job that continues the next day and the next, until Friday. Take the money and run.


Panic at the Disco "raped" The Beatles. I will never forgive them. I hope it curses their existence.

Bob Lazar.

I'm having a debate with myself about Bob Lazar. Read the fallowing text, and watch the videos(they are an interview). I heard the whole thing on a night drive. It's pretty compelling to think about. So, dive in!

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In November 1989, Lazar appeared in a special interview with investigative reporter George Knapp on Las Vegas TV station KLAS to talk about the several aspects and implications of his work at S-4.^[4]

Bob Lazar says he was initially introduced to work at S-4 by Dr. Edward Teller. He claims his tasks consisted in the scientific investigation of the propulsion system of one of nine disc-shaped aircraft, as a general part of the ongoing reverse engineering project taking place at S-4.^[5]

Lazar claims that he initially thought the saucers were secret, terrestrial aircraft, whose test flights must have been responsible for many UFO reports. However, Lazar stated that, gradually, on closer examination and from having been shown multiple briefing documents, he came to the conclusion that the discs must have been of extraterrestrial origin. In his filmed testimony, Lazar claims that this impression first hit him after he boarded the craft under study and examined their interior.^[6]

For the propulsion of these alleged vehicles, Bob Lazar claims that the atomic element 115 served as a nuclear fuel. Element 115 (or ununpentium (Uup)) reportedly provided an energy source which would produce anti-gravity effects under particulate bombardment. Allegedly, the intense strong nuclear force field of element 115's nucleus would be properly amplified, the resulting effect would be a distortion of the surrounding gravitational field, allowing the vehicle to immediately shorten the distance to a charted destination.^[7]

Lazar further claimed that he was given introductory briefings describing the historical involvement by extraterrestrial beings with this planet for 10,000 years. He claimed that the beings originated from the Zeta Retuculi 1 & 2 star system and are therefore referred to as Zeta Reticulians, and are what many people refer to as the 'Greys'.



The res of the videos can be found here:
http://youtube.com/profile_videos?p=r&user=theduderinok&page=30

New Spiritualized

http://www.mediafire.com/?zjvgymim1my

WOOO!. it's good